I came across some sexually explicit blogs recently, not the video/ picture kind--i like those :)- its gay guys recording their sexual escapades. Barebacking sex with multiple strangers, orgies, i read about a guy who is married to his partner of 7 years but yet everyday after work he meets strangers off the net to have unprotected sex. It scares and disgusts me.Luckily it does not take place in Trinidad, but its these sexually promiscuous guys that makes me very afraid of coming out to anyone close to me...sadly its this kind of behavior that gets imprinted into the minds of the str8.....giving them the misconception that all gay guys are slutty whores who only look for sex. I am not a slutty whore, i love sex yes....but i wanna find love with a guy, real love, love that makes you get up in the morning singing ...the kind of love that puts that extra bounce in your step...I'm happy to say that i'm discovering love like that each day.....I don't want to be labeled as a sex maniac.
On another note I think my parents are suspecting something, recently my mother has been asking me when she is going to meet the girl. To which i reply soon :S....."Time to marrid" is all i seem to hear from the neighbours....I don't know how i'm going to continute having a bf and not have them get more suspicious.
