5 Things

Things i am Grateful for

• Being Alive
• Health
• My Family
• Comics
• My Boyfriend 

I'm gonna try and list 5 things im grateful for every time i sign on here 

 

Manniversary

My 5 year "manniversary" was quickly upon me , I called him on Friday, the day would have been the Sunday  I asked him , what's  the big plans for the weekend, he then proceeded to rattle on a list of tasks he had to accomplish, the usual...Gym, some work, cook, grocery shopping , hang out with some co workers...i asked anything else, he quickly added spend some time with you of course. He forgot.

I hung up the phone, utterly bewildered . How to feel...angry? Sad? indifferent? clearly this occasion didn't mean anything to him. I decided to call him back and just say it. I did , he stated of course he remembered , a tall lie of course. What would you like to do? 

What would I like to do? I couldn't help but scoff , I've been reminding him of this since December, and asking to make solid plans. Nothing ever came of it.

So what did I do on that day? He took me for a haircut, then we went to the grocery, and the mall. The end.

Basically errands. I decided and I told him , no more celebrations of anniversaries.

I always get disappointed