School is Scary

I am very awkward socially, i don't speak unless spoken to, i don't ever make eye contact with anyone and the only words i ever speak during class is " Good Morning" when i enter the room. Sheeessshh you would think at this age i would be a little more of a social butterfly...scratch that....a social caterpillar? but alas I'm still a clam in its shell. We were split up into groups , well everyone except me ..I was alone... I was my own group...very embarrassing...not that i made any sort of effort to be in a group, i just sat there like dead carcass.

Eventually the teacher gave me a handout, which led me to believe I'm a group LOL. I did group work by myself and submitted -myself- now I'm sure everyone in that class has labelled me as anti social.Which is partially true, but still I'd like to make a couple friends. Maybe as time progresses...maybe..

BTW..studying not going so well, nothing seems to stick and everything is distracting me. I need to pass this to prove to myself that i can be better, better than what people perceive me to be ( story coming soon) That's all for now and yes I'm on my laptop...see I'm blogging more :P

2 comments:

SunSoakerB said...

not sure what you're studying but what helps me is reading stuff more than once and writing notes, from the text, lectures handouts and the internet. Seeing the material over and over helps me to remember without having to cram stuff.

I'm anti-social too, all the friends I have made so far have approached me, and I have been the odd one out when groups were formed so many times this semester.

The Blue Wolf said...

Thanks so much for the words sunsoakerB :) will try that.